At least once a day (and more often than once is the norm to be honest) I think of you, my sweet William and Ethan. Sometimes it is a passing thought, sometimes it is recalling those precious days of being pregnant with you and every now and then the grief of loosing you sweeps over me like a tidal wave.
It is not nearly as hard as it has been to remember you with a smile rather than tears. For that I am grateful...while the heartbreak is still there, I would much rather think of my boys with love and a smile. They deserve that. They didn't deserve a life too short and that is the what earns the tears.
Two pieces of my heart that are gone forever and a new piece that brought back joy.
I'm there with you friend. I feel the same about my M & A. More and more often, I am able to think of them and smile out of love.
ReplyDeleteYou are doing well.