Yesterday was full of tears."
And that about sums up my day yesterday. I created this page today as yesterday was definitely a very emotional day. I cried like I have yet to cry yet since my sweet peas died. Sometimes it was a silent cry, other times it was a wailing, moaning, sobbing cry. There were cries that fell somewhere in between.
Hubby returned to work this week and I think being alone with my grief has magnified my feelings. Today feels better though. Later I go to my OB for a postpartum check up and there might be tears then, but for now I am all cried out.
Hi there,
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So sorry to hear of the loss of your twin boys, your sweet peas. Your paintings are beautiful.
Sending love and light.
Hi Jessica, I found your blog from Lost and Found. I am so sorry you lost your baby boys. I'm sorry you are in this place. And I'm sorry you have to begin this new year without them.
ReplyDeleteYour artwork is beautiful. I hope this space brings you comfort and helps you on your healing journey. After 4 and a half months without my son, I can honestly say blogging and all of the women I have met along the way have helped me heal.
Sending you my love and prayers.
Hi Jessica,
ReplyDeleteI clicked into your blog from Lost and Found. I just wanted to send a quick note to let you know how terribly sorry I am that William and Patrick are in Heaven and not still here with you. I know it doesn't change anything, or probably bring much comfort, but know that my twins (Oscar & Bella) and 1/2 of my subsequent pregnancy (Tittle) are looking out for your boys and showing them the ropes in Heaven.
Sending you hugs,
Brianna
I am here from Lost and Found too. Almost year ago I delivered our still born twin boys at 20 weeks. I feel a connection to you as another mother who lost her twin boys and all the dreams that went along with them.
ReplyDeleteI am so very sorry for your loss. I wish there were words I could say that would help. The only comfort that I was able to find was other women who had suffered losses too. You will find that more woman in your life have lost a child one way or another than you every imagined.
Your artwork is beautiful and I am sure it will become a treasured keepsake. I found comfort in my blogging and many keepsakes.
I read an earlier post of yours and you stated seeing pregnant women isn't painful; I wouldn't be commenting otherwise as my intent is to bring comfort not pain. But if for some reason you pop over to my blog I didn't want you to be unprepared. Basically, we are so lucky to be expecting our #3 or our first take home baby (hopefully) in February.
I'm also here from LFCA, and just wanted to say I am so very sorry for the loss of your precious boys. We lost our daughter at 23 weeks a little more than a year ago. This is an awful road to be on, but I promise the day to day living eventually does get a little easier.
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