I'm scared this cycle won't work...
I'm scared it will...
I'm scared that if it does it will be twins again...
I'm scared that if it works it won't be twins...
I'm scared that I'll never parent living children...
I'm scared of the hope I feel...
I'm scared of loosing hope again if this cycle fails...
I hate feeling do scared and nervous. Two more days and we will know what fears are reality.
Two pieces of my heart that are gone forever and a new piece that brought back joy.
No words of wisdom, just love and support. I know the tug of fear in all directions.
ReplyDeleteI sure hope this cycle is a go. Thinking of you, especially over the next few days!
I'm holding you in my thoughts and prayers...
ReplyDeleteI'm scared of those things all the time as I move forward. All I can tell you is you are not alone in your fears.
ReplyDeleteGood luck. I pray for a healthy pregnancy either way.
MissC
It's so normal to be so scared and nervous. sending love and hugs...
ReplyDeleteTrying again after loss is a scary thing. Sending positive thoughts!
ReplyDeleteI think scared pretty much somes it all up and I am scared with you. This is all scary because we no longer live in the land of blissful ignorance. All I can say is that you are not alone and I am hopeful for you.
ReplyDeleteIts good to recognize your fears, impossible not to feel them when cycling, especially after loss. The important thing is that you move forward in spite of these very real, difficult fears. Continue to hold tight to the courage with which you allowed your heart to hope ((hugs))
ReplyDeleteTwo days. Both an eternity and no time at all. Hoping with you.
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